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Jan. 5th, 2009

Apple 1


if you don't have hair are you still pretty?

My hair used to be down to the back of my thighs....a long time ago, but it all fell out when I dropped below a hundred pounds...

But I got better and it started growing again, but it never grew back past my shoulders...now it's like an inch past my shoulders and it's falling out again. Everywhere, I'm waking up with clumps on my pillows...and I run my fingers through my hair and there's just hair in my palm... Everyone always told me my hair was so pretty but now it's all limp and  soon it won't be there anymore.. I was half bald last time before I got better. I don't know really what to do..my hair is the only part of my body that I like, and my eyes (They're violet). I'm not really sure what to think...am I still pretty if I have no hair? Am I even still a girl.. I don't want my hair to fall out but I'm not going to stop...   I'm thinking I'm going to have to buy a wig...I can get other colors, my hair has never been healthy enough to dye before...so I guess I could buy a colored wig.  I'm not very coherent today, sorry about that...

Any of you ever lost your hair before?

I feel so alone, it hurts..I'm suffering and I'm forced to be silent...I'm so alone..

Jan. 1st, 2009

Apple 1


I post way too much heh sorry...Happy New Years.

Happy New Years!

Dec. 29th, 2008

Apple 1


I was thinking of all of you ladies today and so I made this...

I was a bit bored and I was trying to think of fun things to (Which you all can suggest ideas for any day) and I decided  to practice my embroidery, I made them on an old pair of jeans, if you read the first one with the girl and the mitten and scarf it it has the communities name on it, I'm really liking that one and the second which is the sleeping kitty cat , it's of the header of a website, I forgot which...I did a little bear too but I'm not quite done, he's in pink, I


I have to say

This is one fucking awesome community.
We're not a communtiy, more like family.
FUCK whoever says this is a bad comm or whatever.
All of you are probably the most supportive ever.
No matter what happens, everyone here cares, and I'm so happy for that.

Dec. 24th, 2008

Apple 1


Merry Christmas,Happy third day of Hanukkah,Merry Winter Solstice,Happy Constitution Day,Merry Yule

*And happy day of Feasts* ~ Lolitas! Please feel free to post any pictures of your dresses, cookies you had, trees or anything else you wish to share for your holidays. I don't have a picture to start with , my dress isn't quite done yet, (Damn you procrastination.)  I look forward to any pictures!

I checked you all out to make sure there wasn't a birthday today, if I missed it  so sorry and please consider it added.

Dec. 23rd, 2008

Apple 1


Before you buy online please check

Okay so I was watching the news this morning and they issued a warning for several pills that are sold online, they're not FDA approved and some have unlisted active ingredients...I know some people use diet pills to help and such, I thought it would be a good idea to list them so you girls and guys were all aware. Knowledge is power, don't forget to tell your friends or family members who do the whole diet pills thing.





 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Food_and_Drug_Administration   ( This explains what the FDA is for those of you who don't know) 

This is the list of companies that sell online that the FDA is going through the process of pressing criminal charges on.
2 Day Diet,
3x Slimming Power,
5x Imelda Perfect Slimming,
3 Day Diet Japan Lingzhi,
24 Hours Diet,
7 Diet Day/Night Formula,
7 Day Herbal Slim,
8 Factor Diet,
999 Fitness Essence,
Extrim Plus and GMP

This is the list of others that aren't being charged but are considered dangerous.

Lida DaiDaihua,
Miaozi Slim Capsules,
Perfect Slim,
Perfect Slim 5x,
Phyto Shape,
roSlim Plus,
Royal Slimming Formula,
Slim 3 in 1,
Slim Express 360
Zhen de Shou,
Venom Hyperdrive 3.0

Dec. 21st, 2008


I'm dreaming of a white christmas....

But not this white.
We have achieved record breaking snowfall, two feet in a day.
but it is good excercise stomping through there. I was able to eat dinner! And I still had negative calories for the day.
But there is a better benefit to snow.
Food substitution.
As long as it's clean snow though!
Apple 1


Shoe Altering

Any of you ever wanted to alter some slipper shoes or anything that you had to make lolita type shoes?

I have added a strap to one shoe and sewn on laces to another but I was thinking about building an entire shoe,

http://www.ehow.com/how_2041350_softsole-leather-baby-shoes.html  (How to make soft Sole Leather shoes)

http://www.marywalesloomis.com/page09.html   (Okay she's mostly promoting her book but she gives you basic how tos through out the pages of her website.

http://www.geocities.com/roriitapage/DIY_lolitashoes.html  (This is about basic altering, color changing and adding lace)

I think I'm going to goto Savers tomorrow and grab a pair of shoes then come home and rip them apart, I'll see what I come up with, I'll try not to be lazy and have them finished in three days.
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Dec. 17th, 2008

Apple 1


Why do you like lolita fashion?

How does it make you feel or just why do you like it? Anyone want to share?
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Dec. 16th, 2008


Ewwwwwie (but I also have some good news)

I feel really bad.
I'd go purge if it didin't wake my family up and the stomach acids wouldn't destroy my throat even more.
I'm sick, like sick to the point I didin't sleep at all because of coughing fits and my throat is so torn up from the abrasion of coughing it's sore, cracked, and bleeding.
I binged. Two cups of curry rice, a salad, sugar cookie, chocolate granola bars a quarter loaf of bread, three cups of heavily sugared milk tea, three cups of milk, ramen noodles , root-beer, and four slices of pizza.
I guess I somewhat needed it, but not in that excess. I really need to fast for the next few days. Or parapara until I pass out.

Yes, thats the good news. ParaPara dancing is a good workout. I did the Nori Nori Nori ParaPara dance for about thirty minutes and worked up a good sweat (then I collapsed on the couch and watched Kamikaze Girls until mom got home). I know it seems like a GAL sort of thing, but its an excercise you can do for a couple hours and its not tedious and it involes all your extermities. and no one will ask why youre dancing for a few hours as much as they'd as why you're on a treadmill for a few hours, at least in my family.

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